So you know.

My life right now is like a hurricaine, one minute I'm happy and smiley then as soon as the sun goes down its like everyone around me changes, It has caused me to become depressed.

It's all a mix of confusion, fear, anger and sadness, and the reason I don't talk to anyone about it is because Im afraid something bad will happen. I have so many beautiful supportive friends on msp, like bet, Alex, Jem, Olivia, holly, harmi and so many more that care for me, but sometimes their problems worry me I feel like they're mine to worry about too, that and my home life added to the haters, ppl think just because we don't know each other in real it's okay to say these nasty things. They give no thought, or any emotion. I joined msp simply to let out the fear I had constantly with what can be called 'insomnia' or that's the best word I know, I'd go to a chat and let all my emotions out and It made me feel great, but then msp gave me the options to amazingly connect with ppl just like me, but now, paired with my real life which I have only recently come into many deep depressive problems with, msp is making it worse, basically what I'm saying is, I don't think I can stay much longer. But as I said before its all confusion, sometimes I need my msp friends, u all worked out tht I may be leaving, but I did say nothing was official, it all depends, but pls don't ask for anything, ESPECIALLY the problem in real that's happening, I do not feel comfortable telling anyone but god. He has got my back so u dot need to worry :) lol I can't just leave like this though, after meeting unforgettable ppl like u reading! So idk, pls can u just respect me like I respect others, and that goes for anyone, don't use their weaknesses as something to bully them over, one of my best friends deals with that daily on msp and it's just beyond stupid, So yes lol pls stay happy and take care! And also congrats my BFF's holly and harmi on ur wedding lol :D love u both and I hope u have an exciting life together! Lol xxx